I wanna give a shout out to all my friends.
Amy: aka Bubbles.. haha no porn star names allowed k?
Jen: hun.. wow.. 8 years i've known you. All i have to say is GET OUT OF MY RON BOAT! and "Let's find sum wiggahoes in the t.o yo!"
Sarah: i miss you!
Noah: Keep rocking! You're band kix ass!
Don: hehe thanx for everything hun!
Shawn; Come live with my lawnmower! It's lonely and won't eat you!
Steve: My TOAST KING!!!!
John: Hey babes! I miss you more than anything :( I love you hunny :) *hugs and kisses*
Jeff: aka Jeffles lol...sorry hun i had to....i haven't seen you in soo long lol we gotta do something soon k? or else...:P

This is gonna be my daily rants now bout how my day was and such..
Mon Feb 24th:
Mood: Indifferent
Music: 3 Simple Words-Finch "With my hands around your neck..who will stop me now?"
Well today started off as a good day... got up for school in a good mood.. went to school had an awesome 1st period besides the fact that i got hit on by a FEMALE retard.. but thats besides the point. Anyways by lunchtime i was in an even better mood cuz i got 88% on my parenting quiz! OH YEAH.lol. I came home and have done basically nothing since then cept drink coffee listen to music and work on this stupid thing. Lol but it's up and running now so it's good. I tried to "mingle" with my father but that resulted in being grouched at by my mom so i've retreated to my sanctuary otherwise known of as my room.So that's where i leave you.Until tomorrow.

Tues Feb 25th
Mood: Very Very Happy! (thanks to a certain sumone)
Music: If You Could Only See- Tonic "If you could only see the way she loves me, maybe you'd understand why i feel the way about our love""If you could only see how blue her eyes can be when she says, when she says she loves me"
Wow thats such a sweet amazing song :) It fits my mood right now.. i'm soooo happy.. Today was a normal day that was pretty ok cept for the fact that i was in a video that was shown for the whole school.. and i didnt even get to see it. That was embarassing.Thanks Trevor. We had sum like 70 year old Jamaican man up on stage today singin and dancing to Bob Marley it was awesome! And i sat through the whole assembly being made fun of and attemptedly educated on the 8 sectors of metal.Blah Blah Blah.. Shut up Darren!Lol well that was that. And the rest of the day was pretty uneventful aside from my test in parenting(EASY!)hehe well my day was blah until about 6:00 when i got some news of a sort from a friend that made me really happy. And just a lil while ago i got some more news which made me even happier :) I have something good to look forward to now. March break still seems so far away tho.. i wanna meet you John! and yes thats what makes me happy.. being able to see you in March Break!Well this is a sorta long one so i'll leave you here for the night.

Wed Feb 26
Mood: Pretty Happy
Music: Greed- Godsmack "Two faced i feel you crawl in under my skin sickened by your face, by the way to think that you're so fuckin kind. you ain't hard to find how i feel. especially when you're smothering me.Hey little bitch be glad you finally walked away."
Haha now after a long quote from that very good song. we sit and reflect on the day. Today started well with a presentation in drama that ended with Trevor performing in his long johns and boxers.. haha funny times when my teacher recorded the whole performance and it will be posted on the net. Haha poor Trevors out of luck on that one. After that i had to attempt to get an interview done with my second period teacher.. that didnt work out as well as planned seeing as he kept getting distracted and leaving the class room. But tonight has been not too bad.Got some more good news from the Uxbridge crew lol (thats you're nick name now guys) :) Hopefully i'll be getting a call from a special someone tomorrow nite.. :) thats hopeful thinking of course ( yes me being optimistic) surprise surprise.
1.5 days b4 Kim's bday!
haha this is where i leave you again tonite!

Thurs Feb 27
Mood: A mix between screaming of frustration and breaking down crying
Music: Always Something There- Punk Cover "But how can i forget you girl, when there is always something there to remind me?"
Well today was an interesting day. Moreso later on than early. First period went by quickly as usual cuz its drama. i mean hey. all we do is play games.Then in second i had to finish a mock interview.(37/40 BooYah!) Then we had a BABY in my parenting class.It was the cutest thing i've evr seen! I want one..haha thats always good. Math i had a test (pretty easy) then i cam home and basically sat around. But at 6:30 i got a call :D From John! It made my day :D He's got the sweetest voice :D .. but then he had to go and left with an "I'll call you back." Which never ended up happening :( I'm sure he has his reasons but it still kinda disappointed me cuz i wanted to talk to him somemore. Oh wells theres always tomorrow i guess. Although i am going out at like 7:15 till like 12:30. I'll call him b4 that i guess.(or try at least) I really enjoyed talking to him! :D anyways im off for the night.
Kim's Bday Tomorrow!
Happy Birthday Kim!

Fri Feb 28
Mood: Smiling yet close to falling asleep
Music: The sound of my breathing.. (its 11:36pm too late for music)
Well today turned out to be an awesome day :D
I had a crabby bitchy supply teacher in drama.. but i think she only crabbed at us cuz my group was doing no work. and i practically fell asleep. lol Then she came over and tried to organize one tableau scene for us but that didnt go over to well. Kyle was picked as the dictator and I as the victim. He's told to shoot me in the head but..he points his hand towards my boob. I was like uh..thats not my head. He goes. I know! :O that was ackward. Then Darren amazes us and kicks his self in the face. I mean he fully booted himself in the face! It was the funniest thing ever. Then parenting class my teacher was in a bitchy mood and i had to go get a uniform slip for my shoes and of course the office was being a bitch today too. Gah! Then math class brought good news a 77% on an assignment and a 81% on my test! hehe my dad was quite happy so for that i got taken out for dinner mmm swiss chalet! hehe I got home to find out that a special someone had called while i was gone :(.. so i called him back (long distance) and told him to give me a call. so he did. That conversation lasted for 2 hours! I had a great convo with him! I love his voice. Hehe and i had to let him know to ask Don bout the 2nd part of the Toronto plan. Hehe im sure he'll enjoy it :) OH YEAH! I GOT NFG & GC TICKETS!!!!!! BOOYAH! im sooooooooooo happy bout that!!!!!! April 19th I CAN'T WAIT!!!!! Haha this is very long so i'll go now and go sleep MM sleep! Hehe nighty night

Sat March 1
Mood: Happy but exhausted
Music: Space Oddity-David Bowie "Though i've crossed one hundred thousand miles i'm feeling very scared and i think my spaceship knows which way to go.Tell my wife i love her very much she knows.Ground control to Major Tom you're circuits dead there's something wrong."
Haha a very old but still awesome song! Today was a pretty fun day. I woke up at 10 to go see my brother play hockey and see my Grandma cuz it was her bday! After that we went to walmart to buy me some new hairdye *thumbs up* and some Anbesol cuz i'm a baby. My wisdom teeth are coming thru and they hurt like a bitch so i got my Anbesol to numb it! hehe from there i went to my best friends house to watch Fight Club! Awesome movie. But i honestly think that thats the scariest movie i've ever seen. Not scary scary but its fucking psychologically scary. If you think about it having Schitzophrenia would be the scariest thing in the world. I always feel so paranoid after watching that movie for some reason. When i got home at like 8 i received a call from a certain someone *smiles* Hehe we pulled another 3 hour conversation. :D i got off the phone at 11 (cuz my dad grouched at me to get off) if he hadn't i prolly would have stayed on the phone for god knows how long lol But the convos are well worth it :) hehe and from here i'm gonna proceed to bed.
good night

Thurs March 20
Mood: Happy
Music: Festival Song-Good Charlotte "Tonight tonight its our tonight and i dont want your boring life, and i dont want you're 9-5 or anyone to tell me how to live my life"
Wow awesome song :) Shit... It's been 19 days since i updated this thing.(well i actually tried once and forgot to save so i lost it and i gave up) So much has happened in those last 19 days too.
Wow. Me and John are together now *smiles* hehe its been.. almost 10 days now yay! I miss him like crazy too (I think i've said that too much lol ) But its too true. Im hoping to see him maybe this weekend, maybe next. I'm writing him a loong note too lol. He'll enjoy my shitty writing. Well right now im talking to Noah and Jen (It's Jen and Matt's 3 month in 3 days. I know how super excited(lol) she is too) I had to do some presentation in parenting today about Child Psychologists yay fun *not*. 30 days and counting till the GC and NFG concert. Oh i cannot wait. Benji and Joel are 2 of the sexiest famous males i've ever seen. I'm so taking lots of pics. I'm also in the process of making a GC collage on my wall too. Thats taking time and a half,lol. Haha well i'm gonna go now and im hoping to start writing in this everynight now.Bye bye

Sat April 12th
Mood: Sad
Music: "Everything i do, i do it for you- New Found Glory "Look into my eyes and you will see what you mean to me, search your heart, search your soul and when you find me there you'll search no more, don't tell me it's not worth fighting for, and don't tell me it's not worth dying for cuz you know its true, everything i do, i do it for you.Look into your heart and you will find, there's nothing there to hide, take me as i am, take my life, i would give it all, i would sacrifice. Don't tell me it's not worth fighting for, i can't help it there's nothing i want more. You know it's true, everything i do, i do it for you. There's no love, but you're love, and no other could give more love, there's no where unless you're there. All inside, all the way. Yeah.You can't tell me it's not worth trying for, i can't help it there's nothing i want more, i'd die for you, i'd lie for you, walk the world for you, yeah i'd die for you. You know it's true, everything i do, i do it for you."

Wow... the song says it all folks.
It explains how i feel right now so well.
Wow.
I'm sitting here bawling and listening to that song over and over. I miss John more than anything right now. I so wish i could hear his voice right now. Just to comfort me. :(
Wow.
Yesterday was our One Month too :D. I'm not too sure is he knows that tho.
Oh wells. I just hope he's happy with me.
Yeah, i'm really sad right now.
And i have my baby Mikayla this weekend too, she's adorable, but a royal pain when it comes to crying.
I'm gonna miss having her around to hold come Monday.
Yeah well, the page and my writing is blurry right now so i'm gonna stop.

Mon April 21 03
Mood: Sad
Music: You Got It Bad/Usher "You got it bad when you're on the phone and you hang up but you wanna call right back. You know you got it bad when you're stuck in the house you don't wanna have fun, and hes all you think about."
Wow... Friday was awesome. I went to John's for the first time. Met his family, they were nice. Me and him spent most of the time in his room tho, wow i love his room. So away from everything/one else. We lay on his bed for what seemed like hours just lying there listening to music in eachothers arms. Those are the times when pure bliss is experienced, and you feel like you don't wanna leave/,move.
Sat was sooooo fun. I went to concert with Amy. GC RULED BABY! OMG!!! cept it turns out i am a horrible photographer. :(
Well... Today was an awesome day. But awesome days always seem to leave me so sad and wanting more.
John was over today. It turned out to be another one of those days where i just don't wanna leave him. I honestly experience true happiness when i'm with him. Specially today when we were lying on my bed in eachothers arms trying so hard not to fall asleep. It was soooo cute. We had the blanket and everything. I really didnt wanna get up. But now i'm of course crying again because i miss him so much already and its only been like 4 hours since i've seen him.

Tues May 13th
Mood: Happy
Music: I Wanna Be Bad-Willa Ford(Yes it's pop but its got funny lyrics) "I wanna be bad, make that look so good, i got things on my mind i never thought i would" ;) hehe we all know who that songs for :P
Well again i'm being retarded about updating this thing..sorry guys...(not that anyone really reads this on a regular basis) lol hehe this saturdays gonna be awesome :D i'm going to Johns for a party and...yeah...;) lol...i also am gonna get to see Don who i haven't seen in over 2 months so thats gonna be awesome...he's like one of my closest guy friends :D (Miss you Don..and be happy!)
Well now me and John are into our 2nd month of being together :D and i can honestly say i haven't been happier. :D I love him...but i miss him more than anything. But i wouldn't give him up for anything right now...he means the most to me. hehe
There's finally some new pics on here...one of just me, one of me and Jen, 2 of my babes, and one of Shawn(my bfs friend). Yeah... haha im a retard...but anyways...i'm also really really hyper so yeah... i'm gonna go now...
Later peoples

Fri May 16th
Mood: oblivious
Music: One More Sad Song-All American Rejects "One boy, one girl, two hearts there world, time goes by secrets lie....best friend, worst thing shes been cheating friend decieves she leaves, she cries, whispers goodbye, she walks once more out that door."
haha today sucked....boo rain...i got drenched...and i'm semi sick so it sucked even more.. tomorrows gonna kick ass tho...i'm goin to a party at my boyfriends house so therefore im gonna be with him for like 12 hours :D*grins* awww its gonna be awesome...and i get to see Don so its gonna be even awesomeer...hehe yay Don :P
lol i'm talking to him right now too...hehe he's gonna read this soon too :D
hehe
I love my boyfriend...wow....i really really do...
well im gonna leave you with a lil(haha) survey now

have yOu..
x. Fallen for your best friend - yes
x. Made out with JUST a friend- yes
x. Been rejected - yes
x. Been in love - yes
x. Used someone - no
x. Been used - yes...too many times :(
x. Cheated on someone - once...(and that person knows how deeply sorry i am)
x. Been cheated on - too many times
x. Done something you regret - yes


the last person..
x. You touched -my scab on my arm
x. You talked to - my mom
x.You instant messaged - Don
x. You yelled at- my mom
x. You laughed with - John
x. you had a crush on - John
x. Who broke your heart - umm.....

Do you..
x. Color your hair- haha yes yes
x. Have tattoos - maybe one day
x. Piercings - soon
x. Have a boyfriend/girlfriend/both - boyfriend...love you hun
x. Floss daily - no
x. Own a webcam - yes
x. Ever get off the damn computer - haha sometimes
x. Habla espanol- si

Have you/do you/do you have..
x. Considered a life of crime - no
x. Considered being a hooker - nooo
x. Considered being a pimp - haha only to Don and Jeff
x. Think you are psycho - yes
x. Split personalities - sometimes
x. Obsessive - with some things
x. Obsessive compulsive - dont think so
x. Panic - sometimes
x. Anxiety - not really
x. Depressed - not really anymore
x. Suicidal - sometimes
x. Obsessed with hate - no
x. If you could be anywhere,where would you be- with John
x. What are you listening to - All American rejects
x. Can you do anything freakish with your body- hahaha
x. Chicken or fish - neither.
x. Do you have a favorite animal, no matter how lame it may be - Dolphin
x. Current Clothes- pants,underwear,bra,sweater
x. Current Mood -bored
x. Current Music- All American Rejects
x. Current Taste- sore throat taste
x. Current Hair - ponytail
x. Current Annoyance - someone trying to give away something they got for me...
x. Current Smell - none...i cant smell anything
x. Current thing I ought to be doing- cleaning my room
x. Current Desktop Picture - sexy Benji
x. Current Favorite Group - umm...Bowling For Soup
x. Current DVD In Player - whatever my dad watched...maybe LOTR2
x. Current Refreshment- nothing
x. Current Worry - everything
x. Current Favorite Celebrity - not sure

Favorite..
x. Drink - orange strawberry banana juice
x. Color - black
x. Shoes - boots
x. Candy - skittles
x. Animal - kitty
x. TV Show- when do i watch tv?
x. Movie- LOTR1&2...QOTD...interview with the vampire, life as a house, SLC punk
x. Dance - i love to dance
x. Music- metal,punk, anything really

Are you..
x. Understanding - i think so
x. open-minded - yes
x. Insecure - yes
x. Interesting- hopefully
x. Hungry - yes
x. Friendly- yes
x. Smart - i dont think i am, others seem too though
x. Moody - holy fuck yea
x. Childish - im sure lots of ppl think i am
x. Independent - HELL YEA
x. Hard working - obviously not
x. Organized - no
x. Healthy - no
x. Emotionally Stable- no
x. Shy - sometimes
x. Difficult - sometimes
x. Attractive - Boo me!
x. Bored Easily - yes
x. Thirsty - yes
x. Responsible - yes
x. Sad - yes
x. Happy - somewhat
x. Trusting - depends on the person
x. Talkative - sometimes
x. Unique - i'd like to think so
x. Needy- not really

Who do you want to..
x. Slap - people
x. Look like- thin?
x. Be like - myself only smarter?
x. Talk to offline - all my friends

On you..
x. Name - Victoria Lambropoulos
x. Nicknames- Vic, Vicky, Vix, Veggie Taco, Toast Queen
x. Age - 16
x. Hair color - Blackish
x. Birthday - August 24
x. Eye Color - blueish greenish gray
x. Siblings - brother,Nick
x. What's your sign - Virgo
x. Do you have a Boyfriend/Girlfriend - i love you John

On friends..
x. Best Friend(s)- yes
x. Friend(s) you go to for advice- Don
x. Friend(s) you have the most fun with- all of them
x. Friend(s) you've dreamt about- all of them at one point or another
On preferences..
x. Chocolate milk or hot chocolate - hot chocolate
x. McDonalds or Burger King - ewww
x. Marry the perfect lover or the perfect friend - both
x. Sweet or sour - sweet
x. Root Beer or Dr. Pepper - Root Beer
x. Sappy/action/comedy/horror- Horror
x. Cats or dogs - cats
x. Ocean or Pool - both
x. Cooler Ranch or Nacho Cheesier - Jalapeno
x. Mud or Jell-O wrestling- hahaha
x. With or without ice-cubes - with
x. Shine or rain - Shine
x. Winter/Summer/Fall/Spring- summer
x. Vanilla or Chocolate - chocolate
x. Snowboarding or skiing -i suck at both. mmmk?
x. Cereal or toast - bagel
x. Gloves or mittens - mittens
x. Eyes open or closed- depends on what im doing
x. Fly or breathe under water - both
x. Bunk bed or water bed- water bed
x. Chewing gum or hard candy - hard candy
x. Motor boat or sailboat- neither
x. Lights on or off - off preferably

What's your favorite..
x. Number - 13
x. Holiday - Halloween
x. Radio station- 102.1,103.3
x. Place- Johns house
x. Flower - black or white rose
x. Scent- John

Tues May 20th
Mood: Very Bored
Music: none
******the basics******
1. Full name: Victoria Megan Lambropoulos
2. Birthday: August 24th 1986
3. Location: Shitby
4. Where else have u lived: Pickering, Edmonton
5. School/mascot/colors: Austin, Wildcat?
6. Zodiac sign: Virgo
7. Shoe size: 9
8. Height: 5"4.5
9. Weight: ummm
10. Pets: fish
11. Siblings: one
12. Eye color: blueish greenish gray
13. Hair color: blackish brown
14. Hair lenth: almost to my shoulders
15. Ever died ur hair?: yes yes
16. What color?: bluey black, reddish
17. Grade: 11
18.Are u good in school?: sure y not
19 hobbies: computron, music
20. Nicknames: Vic, Vix, Vicki, Veggie Taco, Homie V,Black Fairy
21. What languages do you speak? english
22. Do you play sports? nope
23. Where were you born? edmonton
24. Are you a night or a morning person? night
25. Are you ticklish? yes
26. Do you believe in god? nope
27. Do you have any other screen names?: yes
28. What are they?: disturbedrokkerchic666<--- Yahoo
29. Do you have braces?: no
30. Do you have glasses/ contacts?: no

!!!!!!getting personal!!!!!!
31. What do you want to be when you grow up? child and youth worker
32. What was the worst day of your life? ummmm
33. What is your most embarrassing story? hahah theres too many
34. What has been the best day of your life? .....
35. What comes first in your life? my boyfriend
36. Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend/crush? i certainly do
37. What are you most scared of?: being alone/ losing the one i love
38. If you had an extra set of eyes were would you put them? in my fingers
39. What do you usually think about before you go to bed? the next day
40. What do you regret the most?: March break 2002
41. If you could be anything without consequences, what would u be?: drug dealer....(for the lots of cash)

$$$$$$$$$$$
42. Movie: Queen of the Damned
43. Song: Girl All The Bad Guys Want- Bowling For Soup
44. Band/group: BFS
45. Store: silver cross
46. Relative: my grandma by far
47. Sport: badminton (lol Jen)
48. Vacation spot: england
49. Ice cream flavor: cookie dough
50. Fruit: strawberries
51. Candy: skittles
52. Car: BMW Z-3 Roadster
53. Class: Math
54. Holiday: Halloween
55. Day of the week: Sat
56. Color: black or Pink
57. Magazine: None
58. Name for a girl: Ravyn
59. Name for a boy: Damien
60.Sports team: none
61: month: August(Bday)
62. Man athlete:none
63. Female athlete: none
64.Actress: Angelina Jolie or Julia Stiles
65. Actor: Johnny Depp
66. Tv show: none
67. Web site: Mine!!! lol
68.Animal: Puppy
69. E-mail buddy: Don
70. Joke: ummm anything sexual
71. Saying: Ich Liebe Dich
72. Word: Gobblydygook (LoL Don)
73. Brand of shoes: Vans
74. Radio station: 102.1 or 103.3
75. Room in your house: Mine
76. Concert you have been to: Sugarcult or Good Charlotte
77. Cd: Maybe the Manson one i have right now
78. President: none
79. Salad: any
80. Meat: NONE me= Vegetarian
81. Pizza topping: cheese
82.State: Cali
83. City: Go Home
84.Lake: umm
85. Ocean: any
86. Place to be: Johns house
87. Smell: John
88. Sound: Johns voice
89. Taste: chocolate
90. Feeling: love
91. College: i dono
92. Number: 11,13,666
93. Book: anything by Anne Rice
94. Vacation spot: England
95. Grandma: Carole
96. Grandpa: Keith
97. Cereal: Cinnamon Toast Crunch

*~*~not so favorite~*~*
98. Car: PT Cruiser
99. Color: orange
100. Teacher: Kiv
101. Class: World History
102. Day of the week and why: Monday (start of new week of school)
103. Holiday: anything religious
104. Season: Winter
105. Month: anyone thats cold
106. Sport: hockey
107. Sports team: none
108.Male athlete: none
109. Female athlete: none
110. Movie: signs
111. Actress: i dono
112. Actor: i dono
113. T.V. Show: all
114. Web site: i dono
115. Food:MEAT
116. Drink: anything with Vodka
117. Band: anything POP
118. Male singer: Justin Timberlake
119. Female singer: Britney Spears
120. Animal: spiders
121. Store: i dono
122. Video rental store: i dono
123. E-mail buddy: i dono
124. Joke: i dono
125. Saying: NO
126. Word: NO
127. Brand of shoes: NIke
128. Radio station: anything pop
129. Room in your house: anywhere where ppl r
130. Concert you have been to: britney spears
131. Cd: avril lavigne
132. President: all
133. Salad: non
134. Meat: all
135. Pizza topping: meat
136. State: none
137. City: none
138. Lake: none
139. Ocean: none
140. Place to be: at school
141. Smell: skunk
142. Sound: beeping
143. Taste: meat
144. Feeling: depression and sadness
145. Letter: p
146. Date: March Break 2002
147. Book: none
148. Vacation spot: none
149. Grandma: none
150. Grandpa: none
151. Cereal: none

^^^^^^in the past 24 hours have you^^^^^^
152. Had a serious talk? yes
153. Hugged someone? yes
154. Fought with a friend? yes
155. Cried? yes
156. Laughed? yes
157. Made someone laugh? yes
158. Bought something? yes
159. Cut your hair? no
160. Felt stupid? yes
161 talked to someone you love? yes
162. Missed someone? yes

??????have you ever??????
163. Done drugs? yes
164. Eaten an entire box of oreos? no
165. Been dumped? yes
166. Had someone be unfaithful to you? yes
167. Watched punky brewster? WTF??
168. Hiked a mountain? nope
169. Stayed home on saturday night, just because? yes
170. Been in love? yes
171. Seen the white house? no
172. Seen the eiffel tower? no
173. Tried smoking? yes
174. Drank alcohol? yes
175. Smoked marijuana? yes
176. Played monopoly? yes
178. Seen titanic? yes
179. Kissed someone? yes
180. French kissed someone? yes
181. Lost your virginity? yes
182. Tried a weight loss program? no
183. Jumped on a trampoline? yes
184. Visited another country? yes
185. Colored in a coloring book(and had fun)? yes
186. Had a bubble bath? yes
187. Been on a plane? yes
188. Been on a boat? yes
189. Been on a train? yes
190. Been in a car accident? no
191. Ridden an elephant? yes
192. Made a web page? yes
193. Played with barbies? yes
194. Stayed up all night? yes
195. Shoved stuff under your bed to make your room look clean? yes
196. Broken a bone? no
197. Called a physchic or sex hotline? no
198. Watched jerry springer? yes
199. Gotten in trouble for talking in class? yes
200. Been afraid of the dark? yes
201. Been in the hospital(not visiting)? no
202. Had stitches? no
203. Dumped someone and regretted it? YES
204. Went out with more than one person at a time? umm no
205. Lied? yes
206. Been arrested?no
207. Fallen asleep in class? yes
208. Used food for something other than to eat? yes
209. Met a celebrity? yep
210. Broken the law? sure
211. Ever loved someone so much it made you cry? yes
212. Hated yourself? yes
213. Been brokenhearted? yes
214. Broken someone's heart? yes
215. Wanted to kill someone? yes
216. Fell off a chair?: yes
217. Lap danced? nope
218. Been in a fist fight? yes
219. Been in a cat fight? yes

~~~~~~do you~~~~~~
220. Like to give hugs? YES
221. Like to walk in the rain? no
222. Sleep with or without clothes on? both
223. Prefer black or blue pens? black
224. Dress up on halloween? yes
225. Have a job? i wish
226. Like to travel? yes
227. Like someone? do they know? yeps
228. Sleep on your side, tummy or back? all
229. Think your attractive? nope
230. Want to marry? who? i do want to...who i dont know
231. Have a goldfish? yes
232. Ever have the falling dream? no
233. Have stuffed animals? yes
234. Go on vacation? i wish

*~*~other~*~*
235. Do you belive in the horoscopes: yeps
236. Do you like your handwriting: nope
237. If you could be anybody, who would you be and why: myself
238. What superhero would you be: a psychic one
239.Do you have any piercings: 7 in my ears and soon tongue
240. Any tattoos: no
241. If so where: N/A
242. If not, where and what do you want: none
243. Are you picky: yes
244. What makes you cry: everything
245. What makes you mad: lots of stuff
246. What do you think of eminem: mmeh
247. Who do you admire: no one
248. Do you like cartoons: yes
249. Do you believe in the devil: sure
250. What is the one place you have to visit before you die: hawaii
251.What did you do today: went to school
252. Where do you work: at home
253. Do you even have a job you lazy bum: nope
254. Are your 'rents lame: huh? my moms not
255. Do you own a miniskirt: yes
256. Do you floss: when i remember
257. What is the farthest your have traveled: england
258. Who is a diva: me?
259. What kind of shampoo do you use: fructis
260. What about conditioner: none
261. Do you use big words to sound smart: if i want to
262. When you get mad, do you swear a lot: yes
263. Got milk: in the fridge
264. Do you have a magic 8 ball: nope
265. Name something that comes in threes: threesomes?
266. Ever worn black nail polish: yes
267. Do you have hairy arms: everyone does
268. How many sheets are on your bed: 1
269. Whats under your bed: junk
270. Do you have your own tv and vcr: nope
271. Do you believe in fate: yes
272. Do you see dead people: no
273. Are you a good speller: yes
274. What is your lucky charm: nothing
275. Why do you drive on a parkway and park on a driveway: lol i dont know
276. Do you like little kids: yes
277. Are you talented: in some ways ;)
278. If so, how: hahaha
279. Ever hugged a tree: no
280. Do you watch the weather channel while getting ready in your hotel room on vacation: no
281. Do you ever steal anything from hotels: sure y not?
282. Ever seen a ghost: i think so
283. How about an alien: no
284. Do you beleive in either of them: yep


%%%%what do you think about%%%%
285. Abortion: wrong
286. Bill clinton: dirty old man
287. Smoking: meh
288. Eating disorders: eat something!
289. Rap: somes ok
290. Jerry springer: fake
291. Suicide: not the answer
292. South park: stupid
293. Summer: awesome
294. Tattoos: sure
295. Peircing: SEXY
296. Make-up: unnecessary
297. Drinking: fun
298. Guys: mmm
299. Girls: meh

what do you think when you hear this name:
300. Jennifer: Lyons
301. Leah: none
302. Megan: My middle name
303. Brandon: the kid across the street whos been 9 forever
304. Christina: Aguilera
305. Angela: heagle
306. Courtney: Henry
307. Jeff: JEFFLES
308. Mike: i know too many
309. Nikki: blonde slut
310. Ryan: Mcgee
311. Lauren: Sisan
312. Derek: nothign
313. Lisa: stuck up bitch
314. Kristi: Moms friends daughter
315. Matt: little cute kid
316. Holly: christmas?
317. Jackie: 190lb Bitch eh Amy
318. Cait: nothing
319. Caroline: bitch
320. Joseph: mary and Jesus
321. Sebb: ummm?
322. Patrick: St patricks day
323. Erin: Kudla

*~*~your friends~*~*
333. Friends: lots
334. Best friend: Don, Amy and Jen
335. Spend most time with: myself
336. Best house: Amys
337. Funniest: Amy
338. Smartest: Jen
339. Hottest: Friends wise...Don or Mike... otherwise my B/f John
340. Strongest: John
341. Most athletic: ummm?
342. Knows you the best: Don
343. Most outgoing: Jen
344. Most shy: Amy
345. Always negative: Amy
346. Which one let the dogs out: Amy
347. Most trustworthy: Don
348. Most fun to be with: all
349. Biggest flirt: Amy or Jen
350. Best dressed: Amy
351. Best eyes: John
352. Most depressed: Don somtimes
353. One to gossip with: any
354. Sweetest: Don
355. Who has the best room: John (my bf)
356. Who follows you: my stupid female stalker
357. Who do you follow: none
358. Who do you pretend to like but cant stand: none
359. Do you make friends easily: yeps
360. Are you intimidated by any of your friends: mp
361. If u were stranded on a desert island then who, out of your friends, would u want to be there with u: my b/f John
362.Who do u think would help u the most if u were in trouble: Don
363. Who do u think would risk their life to save yours: hopefully any of them
364. Who is the most popular: Jen
365. Who is the most unpopular: Me
366.Who do u want to go to college with: any
367. Who do u wish could be part of your family: any
368. Who is the biggest junk food junkie: AMZ
369. Who would do anything for 1 million bucks: Jen
370. Who do u think has the nicest siblings: Jen
371. Who do u think has the nicest mom: Amy
372. Who do u think has the nicest dad: Jen
373. Who do you have the most inside jokes with: most

*~*~which way would you spell it~*~*
374. Megan or meghan: megan
375. Lacey or lacy: lacey
376. Steven or stephen: steven
377. Kurt or curt: kurt
378. Caryn or karen: karen
379. Mark or marc: mark
380. Brandi or brandy: brandy
381. Eric or erik: eric
382. Corrine or carine: corrine
383. Kari or carrie: kari
384. Jackie or jackqui: jackie
385. Deseray or desirae: desirae
386. Jayde or jade:jade
387. Amy or aimee:Amy
388. Bradi or brady: Brady
389. Chelsea or chelsey:Chelsey
390. Katelyn or kaitlyn: Kaitlyn
391. Ashley or ashleigh: Ashley
392. Geoffrey or jeffrey: Jeffrey
393. Their or there: there
394. Two, too, or to: two
395. Here or hear: here

&&&&this or that&&&&
396. Pierced nose or tongue? TONGUE
397. Be serious or funny? both
398. Single or taken? taken
399. Simple or complicated? in between
400. Law or anarchy? in between
401. Mtv or vh1? mtv
402. 7th haven or dawson's creek? neither
403. Sugar or salt? sugar
404. Silver or gold? silver
405. Tongue or belly button ring? tongue
406. Chocolate or flowers? chocolate
407. Angels or miracles? angels
408. Color or black-and-white photos? color
409. Sunrise or sunset? sunset
410. M&ms or skittles? skittles
411. Rap or rock? rock
412. Stay up late or sleep in? up late
413. Tv or radio? radio
414. Hot or cold? hot
415. Tall members of the opposite sex or short? tall (but you're an awesome short man Don)
416. Sun or moon? moon
417. What time is it? 9:32
418. Diamond or ruby? diamond
419. Left or right? right
420. 10 acquaintances or 1 bestfriend? 1 best friend
421. Vanilla or chocolate? chocolate
422. Kids or not? kids
423. Cat or dog? dog and cat
424. Half empty or half full? half empty
425. Mustard or ketchup? ketchup
426. Newspaper or magazine? neither
427. Spring or fall? spring
428. Give or receive? recieve
429. Rain or snow? rain
430. Lace or satin? satin
431. A year of hot sex or a lifetime of friendship? year of hot sex
432. Happy or sad? both
433. Corduroy or plaid? plaid
434. Wonder or amazement? amazement
435. Sneakers or sandals? sneakers
436. Mcdonalds or burger king? neither
437. Blondes or brunettes? black hair
438. Mexican or italian food? neither
439. Lights on or off? off ;)
440. Duct tape or scotch tape? duct tape
441. Candy or soda? candy
442. A house in the woods or the city? woods
443. Pepsi or coke? Coke
444. Nike or adidas? neither

<333*~*~love life~*~* <333
445. Do you have a crush: yes
446. Whats his or her name: JOhn
447. How old are they: 16
448. How long have you liked him or her: 2 months
449. If you could kiss anyone in the world, who would it be: John
450. If you could date anyone in the world, who would it be: John
451. What is the biggest turn off: dono
452. What is the biggest turn on: peircings
453. Do you prefer being the dumper or the dumpee: dumpee
454. Do you think there is a person for everyone: yes
455. If yes, do you know who yours is: maybe
456. Where is the best place to be kissed: neck or bellybutton
457. Where is the most romantic place to take a date: woods
458. Do you believe in love at first sight: yes
459. Have you ever been in love: yes
460. What do you think love is: ....
470. Do you have a b/f or g/f: yes
471. Do you want one: yes
472. How long have you been together: 2 months a week and 2 days
473. What do you like about your crush or b/f, g/f: everything
474. When was your first kiss: i dont remember

<3* 4 girls only!!*<3
475. What do you look for in a guy? hmmmm
476. Tough or hardcore guys? hardcore
477. Sweet or innocent guy? sweet
478. Smart or athletic guys? smart
488. Favorite cologne on a guy? whatever John has
489. Best gift a guy could give? love
490. Flowers. . . Sweet or wasteful? sweet
491. Sweetest guy you know? My babes

****4 guys only ****
492. What do you look for in a girl?
493. Describe your dream girl:
494. Long hair or short hair on a girl?
495. Strait or curly hair on a girl?
496. Best gift a girl could give?
497. Favorite perfume on a girl?
498. Would you go out with an older girl?
499. Girls with long or short nails?
500. Sweetest girl you know?

~*~*~past~*~*~
501. First grade teacher's name: mrs Walker
502. Last word you said: cough
503. Last song you sang: Sometimes wanna die- Joydrop
504. Last meal you ate: soup
505. Favorite childhood cartoon: carebears
506. What did you hate most about skool: everything
507. Last person you flipped off: my mom
508. Last song stuck in your head: none
509. What line/verse: from the song? none
510. Last time you were burned: i dono
511. How:
512. Last time you bled: yesterday
513. Favorite game show as a child: umm?

*~*~present~*~*

514. What's in your cd player: mix cd
515. What color sox are you wearing: none
516. What's under your bed: junk
517. What's the weather like: daro
518. What is on your wall calender (i.E. Curious george, magnetic poetry): the cn tower
519. What time did you wake up today: 7:45
520. Did you think it was earlier, later, or on time: on time

*~*~future~*~*
521. Who do you want to marry: i dono
522. Are you going to college: yes
523. If so, how long do you want to go: 3-5 years
524. Where do you want to go: George Brown
525. What is your career going to be: Child and Youth Worker
526. Where are you going to live: Go Home or Strange (right John?)
257. How many kids do you want: a couple!
528. Kids names girls: Ravyn
529. Kids names boys: Damien, Noah
530. Where do you want your honeymoon: anywhere
531. What kind of car will you have: BMW Z-3 Roadster
532. What kind of house will you have: a castle...(right John)

533. Do you like this survey? sure
534. Is this one of the best surveys you've ever taken? sure
535. How about the most unique? yep
536. Have you gotten most of these questions on another survey? ye[
537. Do you like to answer questions? yes
538. Are you getting annoyed with this survey? no
539. If you are, are you gonna delete questions off of the bottom cuz ur bored? no
540. Whats your favorite kind of tree? none
541. When you look at a person with lime green tights on, whats the first thing that comes to your head? ewwww

whats the first thing that comes to your head when you hear/see:::


542. A laptop: computron
543. A mismatched person: haha
544. A guy with long hair: nothing
545. A guy with spiked hair: sexay
546. A girl with spiked hair : i want it
547. A tree with no leaves : poor bald tree
548. A couch with a sheet over it : WTF?
549. Ronnie: huh?
550. Raphael : huh?
551. A guy wearing a necklace: theres something wrong with that now?
552. A girl wearing a hat: so?
553. A mall: haha
556. Abercrombie and fitch: preppy
557. Aeropostale: huh?
558. Hot topic:score
559. Pacific sun: umm?
560. Saved by the bell: 80's
561. Boy meets world: old show
562. Beverly hills 90201: dumb show
563. A stereo system: music
564. A gun: uh oh
565. Someone shout out i'm eating peanuts!!!: "i'm eating penis"
566. Someone shout out i have to pee!!: go pee then!
567. Someone shout out whats the answer?!: I dont know
568. A desk: school
569. A teacher: school
570. A doctor: drugs
571. What do you think of the questions they make you answer at the doctors office?: sure?
572. Do you like the number 10? sure?
573. What about 5? sure?
574. Are you getting really bored now? no
575. Are you annoyed? no
576. How many questions do you think this survey should have? i dono
579. What are your last words? last?
580. Thats nice, the survey sure
581. Do you have to pay bills? nope
582. Do you want to pay bills? nope
583. How do you think your parents feel when they have to pay bills? angry
584. Do you do your own laundry? soemtimes
585. Do you clean all the bathrooms in your house? nope
586. How many bathrooms are in your house? 2
587. How many tv's are in your house? 4
588. How many phones are in your house? 5
589. How many tables are in your cafeteria?don't say no! count! picture it! count!!: 10
590. How many beds are in your house? 4
591. How many couches are in your house? 2
592. What are you thinking about right now? my bf
593 how many desks are in your math class? 30
594. Do you get a lot of math homework? nope
595. Do you hang out with your friends a lot? yes
596. Are you getting sick of this survey? no
597. Have you seen clueless? i have
598. What are your opinions of that movie? its funny
599. Did you think when you first started watching it that cher and josh were gonna get hooked up? no
600. Did you think that christian was gay? no
601. I did. If you didn't, do you think you're a tard? no
602. If you had to pick a religion to be, what would you be? Wiccan
603. What are you thinking about right now? my bf
604. What is your favorite store in the mall nearest you? cd plus
605. How long does it take to get to the mall nearest you? 10 minutes
606. What is the mall called? Oshawa Centre
607. Do they have a store called bels or filenes? nope
608. How about a major sports store? yes
609. Is there a pet shop? yes
610. Whats your all time favorite font? chiller
611. What do you like better, lap tops or computers? computers
612. Spaghetti or ziti? spaghetti
613. Macaroni w/cheeze or w/sauce? w/ cheese
614. Paintings or photos? photos
615. Stripes or solids? stripes
616. Basements or attics? basements
617. Do you like crushes because of their looks or personality? both
618. Life or no life? life
619. Individual or just like everyone else? individual
620. Loud or quiet? loud
621. Shy or rambunctious? rambunctious
622. Refrigerator or freezer? fridge
623. Carpet or tile? carpet
624. Marble or wood? wood
625. Plaid or stripes? plaid
626. Stripes or dots? stripes
627. Dots or lines? lines
628. Now what time is it? 9:45
629. Monopoly or life? life
630. Uno or skip-bo? neither
631. Beauty and the beast or aladdin? aladdin
632. Toy story 1 or toy story 2? 1
633. Armageddon or deep impact? armageddon
634. You've got mail or ever after? ever after
635. Sound of muzick or my fair lady? neither
636. Bsb or n*sync? both suck
637. Dawn or sunny? sunny
638. Light or dark? dark
639. Top or bottom? top
640. Higher or lower? higher
641. Left or right? right
642. Big or small? big
643. Dad or mom? mom
644. Sitcoms or movies? movies
645. Tv movies or real movies? real movies
646. Scanner or xerox machines? scanner
647. Church or mass? neither
648. Boat or canoe? boat
649. Ocean or lake? ocean
650. Are you sick of this survey yet? no
651. A lot? no
652. More than you were b4 or the same? neither
653. Do you want me to stop now? sure
654. Are you sure? sure
655. Okay, do you have any final thoughts? no

656. Do you have more younger friends or older friends? older
657. Look!! its question 657!!!!! : WOW
658. Is this one of the longest surveys you've taken? yes
659. Is it the longest? yes
660. Is it interesting? yes
661. Would you ever like someone 3 years younger than you? NO
662. When you like someone, do you tell them right away? no
663. Do you wait for signs?yes
664. Whats your favorite letter of the alphabet? J
665. Do you think that z is a cool letter? yes
667. So, do you have any final words? no
668. Say something great about the person who sent you this here: haha
669. What time is it now? 9:47

Mon June 2nd
Mood: Weird...half sad...half angry...just upset
Music: You and Me/Bowling For Soup "All i needed was an answer,didnt ask for nothing more....can't you see that i'm out here waiting looking back at you and me....she says just close your eyes and say you love me...all i needed was an answer didnt ask for nothin more she says leave your jacket at the door now..here we go..all i need to kill the pain is for someone else to blame"

Well the last little while has been interesting nonetheless..... for the last 4 days i have been working at the Mikasa warehouse sale...that was some stressful shit people...wow. I never thought i could want to kill some people as much as i did there...I also never thought i'd be able to have that much pain going through my feet..I warn all of you NEVER work in mass retail like that...EVER.
I ended up making a new friend....he's awesome...i'll prolly never see him again...but it's the thought that counts is it not?
Today was a lil sucky....i didn't get to talk to my love at all..cuz he's at Dons house for the night. I also got called a bitch by one of my good friends...(thanks Don) and yeah....today has just sucked....well i did go to the doctors to get a special little pill....but now i wonder if it was even worth it.....i just am getting so easily angry and frustrated at thing lately....i don't know why or anything...maybe it's just cuz it's that time of the month or something...but Don i just wanna say that you calling me a bitch hurt....i don't intentionally try to take my frustrations out on you...but you're one of the only people that understand me...and i just sometimes need to talk to you about things...but lately you just seem so distant and i can't even talk to you anymore....(yes you were intended to read this).....all i have to say is Argh......and i still don't fucking know if i'm gonna be able to see my boyfriend this weekend.....which is really gonna suck if i don't cuz then we won't see each other for another fucking week...and believe you me this last 2 weeks of not seeing him have been hell...i don't think i could stand to go through another one.
Well i'm gonna go...sleep is calling so yeah....

Wed June 4th
Music: Echo-Trapt
Mood: just sad

Well folks it's now official that i have another week and 2 days to wait to see my love....it's gonna be one hell of a long 9 days......
This song just says everything i'm feeling right now
Echo-Trapt
I think about your face
And how I fall into your eyes
The outline that I trace
Around the one that I call mine
Time that called for space
Unclear where you drew the line
I don't need to solve this case
And I don't need to look behind

Close my eyes
Let the whole thing pass me by
There is no time
To waste asking why

So I'll run away with you by my side
I need to let go of this pride
Until this echo in my mind

Before this echo can subside
Do I expect to change
The past I hold inside
With all the words I say
Repeating over in my mind
Some things you can't erase
No matter how hard you try
An exit to escape
Is all there is left to find